she is......

she is the sun to my earth,

Blasting rays of love onto every continent of my soul.

if she were to retire from my skies,

then i would check out of life and check into hell.

Because without her there is no life,

and life without her is hell.

And i've been presiding in hell for 18 years with the feeling of being incomplete

Until the end of that eightenth year when god's hand parted the skies,

and allowed me the capability to open my eyes and find her.

Better yet truthfully she found me,

Giving me the feeling i need to not feel incomplete for the simple fact she is the other half of me.

The other half that makes me whole...............

Now i can experiance lfe

As those 2 chestnuts gaze into my souls barred up windows,

and miraculously piece together scattered pieces of my heart with a  solution that is foriegn to me called love.

And for this,

my two lips day dream of touching her two lips once more creating a sweeter feeling, than the season that brings about roses and tu-lips.

I know that it's best to wait but ,we got caught in the moment,

and we had sex, i swear it was the best sex i ever had, it lasted so long, it tasted so sweet,

this sex was....

this sex was...

this sex was .......................Mental.

Her  words stimulated every cell in my brain,

causing my mouth to ejaculate thoughts that i had allowed to build up an become the cause of my sleepless nights.

She jumped the security guard, in charge of guarding my safe...

the safe that held my emotions and free'd them like bullets from the barrells

of the guns that the solider fire during war times.

Allowing them to grow and with her help,

she helped me  destroy the ones that once tried to destroy me.

With a simple touch of her sandtone finger tips against  my weary face,

she takes all my worries and fears away, as she whispers in my ear...

every thing is okay..

I swear i've tried to find the perfect word to describe her,

but perfect doesn't properly justify her perfections

and deep isn't even enough to show her depth.

So she is....

every big word in the dictionary that means beautiful, inteligent and caring, and unique.

But one word could never soley descibe her

So she is

..... something words can't encompass

She is..........

IF im suppose to be an emcee

then what could possibly be stopping me from writing a 16 for the other half of me

how could i express the fact that its deeper than the famous 4 letter word with enough accuracy

or would i just be belittled for trying to perform such a unheard  deed so passionatly

I mean u know it serious when u can't find a way to express it through the lines of a hallmark card

after you have spent 2 hours searching in a walmart store..DURING VALITINES DAY

How can i convey that she's the only girl i see,

as if  Yesterday i was involved in a car crash and got amnesia, TODAY she was the last face i saw before my slumber, and TOMORROW i wake up blind.

With the ability to mentally recreate her on the walls of my mind.

NOT being able to express myself properly places me in such a bind.

just practicing/frustration